Surviving the Depths of Despair

Destin, Florida June 2008 451This week, our family is enjoying a long-awaited respite by the sea. I’m sad to admit we have been tested in many ways this year. But the good news is – after much suffering – we have come full circle.

As I sit on shore, toes tucked beneath warm sand, the roar of white caps rushing through me, I am reminded how small and simple our problems really are in the broader scope of universal infinity.

In fact, without the frames of time or space to help us process our daily lessons, our worries seem petty, ridiculous even. And that is an important thing to remember.

The Difference One Year Makes

One year ago, life as I knew it exploded. Everything I believed to be true was proven false.The one person I loved and trusted completely destroyed us all. And I never saw it coming.

It was if we had stepped on a land mine.

Our spiritual, emotional, and physical well-being were all under attack, and the enemy’s fire was relentless. My children and I endured round after round without pause, without relief.

But all the while, no matter how pointless it sometimes felt, I clung to my faith, insisting to my children that God had not abandoned us. That we were not alone. That love would see us through.

Now, here we are, back on the same shores where one year ago I threw my hands into the air and cried to the heavens.

Only once again, we are laughing. We race waves below blue skies; chase crabs from moonlight; scoop water as we kayak; cast nets below waves; and revive our spirits in a way that only a week at the beach can do.

Do You Believe in Evil?

Our family has survived an attack from what some would refer to as Evil. When I was a child, I was taught that the enemy seeks to divide and destroy, and that is indeed how I felt.

Forces beyond my understanding seemed determined to conquer our family. To divide us and destroy us. But somehow, with a lot of prayer and a tight grasp on our faith, we have withstood the storms.

Love One Another

When my children ask someday, what does it mean to love another, I hope they remember this lesson.

Love is not always easy. Sometimes it seems impossible. But when you love someone, you don’t give up on them. Even when, especially when, they reveal their weakest hour.

God’s Grace

My faith has taught me that we are all flawed. We all sin. We all fall prey to temptations and make bad choices along the way, even the best of us. At some point, we hurt others, and sometimes, we hurt the ones we love most in this world.

If we’re lucky, and if we are brave and honest enough to admit our mistakes, seek repentance, and work hard toward healing, our loved ones will stand by us and carry us through the darkest depths.

Today, our family is enjoying days in the sun again. But it wasn’t long ago we felt as if we were deep underwater, with strong currents pulling us down beyond hope.

There were moments I was certain we would all drown. But here we are, healthy of mind, body, and spirit once again.

So, now I ask, “Have you entered into the springs of the sea or walked in the recesses of the deep?” (Job 38:16)

Are you suffering? Have addiction, abuse, abandonment, betrayal, poverty, or violence shaken your spirit? Threatened all that matters to you in this world?

If so, hold tight to your faith and remember you are never alone. Protect yourself and your children from harm, and never doubt your own strength. Your own worth.

I promise, you can…you will…get through to the other side. And there, you will feel the wonder of God’s grace, as you master the ability to both love and to be loved – the one true purpose of this life.

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Julie Cantrell is the New York Times and USA TODAY bestselling author of Into the Free and When Mountains Move. Learn more: www.juliecantrell.com

 

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About Julie Cantrell

New York Times and USA Today Bestselling Author Julie Cantrell has been a freelance writer for more than a decade and has contributed to more than a dozen books. Julie and her family live in Mississippi where they operate Valley House Farm. Her debut novel, Into the Free, hit shelves February 2012 (David C Cook) becoming an award-winning NY Times and USA TODAY bestseller. The award-winning sequel, When Mountains Move released September 2013 (David C Cook). Her third novel. The Feathered Bone, hits shelves Nov. 5, 2015 (Harper Collins Christian). She is represented by Greg Johnson of WordServe Literary and blogs with 10 female southern authors at southernbelleview.com.

4 thoughts on “Surviving the Depths of Despair

  1. Woah…. This is one of the best work I’ve read lately…. Maybe the best I’ve ever read….. I am seriously a fan of yours…. Thought I’m not completely in accordance with what you said, I felt the way you said it was beautiful…. I am writing a short story and was wondering where I could get the fodder for writing about nature (the story demanded)… The first two paras have been the best…. I am gonna look up for your books on net right away…. Thanks a lot for writing this….

  2. Julie, thank you for this awesome reminder of God’s faithfulness and presence in whatever we are going through.

  3. Oh Julie, I’m so thankful to see you coming through the other side of all this. And I love reading your encouragement to others: “Hold tight to your faith and remember you are never alone. Protect yourself and your children from harm, and never doubt your own strength. Your own worth.” Wise words, friend. And may you continue to walk in God’s refreshment and strength. What an inspiration you are! Thanks!

  4. Wow, you’ve just described the year our family’s just been through! One relentless, faith-rocking, painful spiritual attack after another has left us drained, exhausted and barely hanging in there. On the other hand, it’s left us clinging to the Lord in ways we haven’t had to before, and the emotional and spiritual growth in each of us in the last 12 months has been nothing short of amazing. We, too, are starting to see the light and oh…what a glorious thing to finally feel the sun again! I’m saying a prayer for the complete healing of your family and for the year to come…that it will be full of peace, joy, and the victory that only sticking it out through a bitter storm can bring.

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